Hug Me.

Good luck.

ffatinn — Thu, 22 Sep 2011 13:50:23 +0000

I’m 22, you’re 40+?
If you can’t accept me being in charge of you..
If you can’t accept me taking over your position..
You bloody work hard for it and get it back..
You DO NOT BLOODY HELL DISRESPECT me.
Now, you could not take back your words, right?
Well, just wait for your fate.
All the best to you.

Lazy Old Bugger

ffatinn — Fri, 19 Aug 2011 18:58:34 +0000

This morning, a malay aunty saw me withdrawing money from a POSB atm.. and so she was asking if I could spare her some, giving excuses she needs to buy meds cos she’s having a headache..

“it’s just 2 bucks..”, that’s what she said.. But did she know that it was my last $20 that I had on me till i replaced my lost OCBC atm card? Did she know I lost my pouch last night that contained $80 cash, an ezlink card that has a value of $17+, my OCBC atm card & a new pack of ciggies? Does she know, how poor I was then? so tell me, would it have been wrong if i didn’t give her the money? or am I selfish person??

but in the end, i did gave her the money.. just so she would get out of my sight. i was just super irritated. The way she brought herself and ask for money from me.. i just had no mood to even open my mouth.. after she got the money, she seemed so healthy.. and ask me random questions.. i just answered her last question which was where was I going, walked around her and speed off..

sighh.. i just hate those lazy people out there who asks for money from other people who worked damn fucking hard for it.. such a nuisance!

Layers.

ffatinn — Sat, 16 Apr 2011 16:16:49 +0000

bloody hell!
i need to go & get layers in my hair..

The Edge of Reason

ffatinn — Tue, 12 Apr 2011 15:20:56 +0000

Bridget Jones: I will not fuck it up again, Mum.
Mum: Bridget! Language!
Bridget Jones: Sorry. I will not fuck it up again… mother.

Holiday

ffatinn — Sun, 10 Apr 2011 05:57:04 +0000

we got plan.
best friend & I want to bring our mothers for holiday.
end of the year, insyaAllah.

only God

ffatinn — Sun, 26 Dec 2010 17:10:09 +0000

so many things i wanna say..
but putting others 1st before me..

all I can say..

Only Allah can judge me.

on that note, I’m M.I.A -ing for a few days.
if you came here hoping for updates..

Sorry. Not gonna happen.

exactly how I feel.

ffatinn — Mon, 15 Nov 2010 10:32:02 +0000

I’M ALWAYS SCARED TO TALK TO SOMEONE FIRST BECAUSE THEY MIGHT THINK I’M TOO CLINGY JUST BECAUSE I CARE, TOO PROTECTIVE JUST BECAUSE I WATCH OUT FOR WHAT YOU DO WRONG, TOO WEIRD JUST BECAUSE I TRY TO THINK OF THE RANDOMEST THING TO TALK ABOUT SO THAT WE CAN STILL HAVE A CONVO. I DON’T WANT TO MAKE A FOOL OF MYSELF AND KEEP TRYING IF THERE’S NOTHING BETWEEN US.

Protected: i’m a survivor.

ffatinn — Fri, 12 Nov 2010 19:43:33 +0000

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Help.

ffatinn — Tue, 09 Nov 2010 16:42:55 +0000

everyday so many things runs through my mind but whenever i open up my wordpress page.. *blank*
it’s not that i have nothing to write.. i have LOTS of things to write..
but idk.. ijdk.. ENTAH LAH.

i need someone. where are u?

P/s: I came to this page at 8pm.. & u see how i long i took just to write this post.

ffatinn — Tue, 26 Oct 2010 15:54:36 +0000

this is what someone told me today..

“fatin, sometimes you hafta follow your *points to head*.. not your *points to heart* ..”